Anna is the name.

♥

2011-11-12T17:28:00.001+08:00

Yours Sincerely,

2011-11-10T11:11:00.009+08:00

Time and date check: Header

I'm currently at work, damn bored. My mood is super swing, can sway from the left to right and to the left and left then right :( this few days I have been throwing tantrums at him. Saying sorry doesn't seems to be able to make him feel better alrdy, thanks for giving in and the assurances thou. Hearts, love love.

Ohmygod, I'm so sleepy. Today is Thursday. I still got a Friday & Saturday to go. & then next week is another week before holidays! I should be looking forward to my trip right.

So this is my Chiang Mai weather forecast, lowest to 11 degree!

And a few photos of Chiang Mai;

Seems to be a very pretty place. Now Chiang Rai!

Ahh, seems very pretty and nice place to be in, especially the weather. Will take a lot of pictures and shall upload them when I'm back alrightttt. Till here! :) Xoxo.

Updates!

2011-11-04T23:39:00.003+08:00

Hiiiii all, I'm back blogging. Haha, consistency! One month blog ~~twice~~ once, hmm. Keep the stats meter running okay! <3

I mentioned about clubbing last month, and yes I've clubbed like twice last month! Fun fun fun! It's just like a whole new life turning eighteen, yay! I'm finally legal! Omg, like finally. When we were younger, we always wna grow older. Now that I'm older, I actually never kinda wna go back younger. It's like the future is awaiting for me to laugh, to cry, to enjoy and there's so much I can learn every every single day but of course the irony is sometimes we wish to be younger because skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts. Haha.

Done here, follow me on Twitter (my micro blogging platform :P) will blog when I got the time and energy. Love love! ^^

Updates

2011-10-17T13:57:00.002+08:00

I'm so bored like a g6 _m/

Hehehe, that explains why I'm blogging. Yesterday was my birthday, so I took leave today. I don't really remember what is it like to blog :/ took out the archives because haha kinda funny looking at my 2009's post. I was hmm 16, I just bitch about everyday and blog about a new guy I'm in love with every month. Wth, good old memories.

For my readers, I don't even know if I still have readers, but I do see that my blog stats are still increasing, I'm doing good! :) been working ~~hard~~, and playing hard. I miss partying, omg. It's been like a month since I was seen on the dance floor. I can't wait for time to fly! Gna be travelling for a week during November and then December 'm going Bintan for our event! Yay!

Then comes 2012, I wna ~~get married~~ earn more money and travel. Ahhh, thats my new year resolution. Simple yet fulfilling. Done here, tata! :D

Updates

2011-09-24T16:21:00.001+08:00

Some of the photos during Summer Fling 2011

Haha, been busy working and working and working. Will update this rusty blog soon. I know I always say I'm gna update it soon and the soon is like decadesssss later, but soon okay? ^^

It took me a year, you?

2011-07-16T00:12:00.004+08:00

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life. You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

2011-06-02T15:16:00.002+08:00

People ask me why it's so hard to trust people.
I ask them why is it so hard to keep a promise.

2011-05-21T18:14:00.004+08:00

Dear blogger,

I don't love you anymore. I've got Tumblr now. Sorry. I'll come back when I get bored with him.

Yours cutely,

Anna Oh Anna

Blogging Contest

2011-05-20T17:01:00.001+08:00

Contest Period: 13^th May 2011 to 3^rd June 2011

How It Works:

1. Bloggers are to read about Black Magic on our blog

2. Blog about Black Magic and how it is different from other IPL treatments.

3. Post your blog post link on our Facebook Fan Page.

4. Get your friends to “like” Porcelain, The Face Spa and your post on Facebook.

5. At the end of the contest, the posts with the most “likes” wins!

Note that by participating in the contest, bloggers will be entitled to a Complimentary RevitalEye Luxx worth $85 and an exclusive price for a Black Magic trial at $108 (U.P $480)!

Stand a chance to win the Grand Prize worth $1058 which includes:

1. 1 x Black Magic Session worth $480

2. 1 x Quintessential Facial worth $380

3. 1 x Soothe, Aloe Recovery Gel worth $98

4. 1 x $50 Gift Certificate off Products worth $50

5. 1 x $50 Gift Certificate off Services worth $50

Rules of the Contest

1. Blog post on black magic is to be one of the top 3 posts on blog’s main page throughout contest period

2. When bloggers post on our Facebook, they are to edit their privacy settings and change the wall post visibility to “Everyone” to ensure all contestants and the Porcelain Management can see their wall post and the number of likes.

Information on Black Magic

How does IPL work?

IPL uses a sophisticate technology (Xenon flash lamp and optical prisms or filters) to instantly vaporize damaged cells placed deeper in the skin harming neither the surrounding tissue nor the top skin layer. While Microdermabrasion treatments such as Diamond Peel and Crystal peel targets at resurfacing the superficial layer of the skin, IPL penetrates deeper into the dermis to stimulate cell regeneration from within.

IPL systems work on the same principles as lasers in that light energy is absorbed into particular target cells without color in the skin. The light energy is converted to heat energy, which causes damage to the target area. IPL systems are different to lasers in that they deliver any wavelengths (or colors) in each pulse of light instead of just one wavelength. Most IPL systems use filters to refine the energy output for the treatment of certain areas. This enhances penetration without using excessive energy levels and enables targeting of specific chromophores (these are skin components that absorb light).

IPL Therapy is considered non-ablative resurfacing technique, which means that it targets the lower layers of skin (dermis) without affecting the top layers of skin (epidermis). The results are not as dramatic as ablative resurfacing where both dermis and epidermis are injured to produce a much more noticeable overall outcome. The advantage of IPL therapy is its minimal downtime - a patient can often have the procedure done in their lunch break an return to work immediately afterwards.

Results of IPL

- Before and After IPL

Conventional IPL Gel

Before the IPL treatment starts, you’ll be given protective eyewear to protect you from the bright flashes of light. A cooling layer of gel, also known as IPL Gel, will be applied to the treatment area. It serves to cool the epidermis during the treatment and prevent light from scattering. IPL gel conducts better light absorption to target the Chromophores (blood vessels and melanin) during the treatment; thus, the melanin of the pigmented area will absorb the light and disperse the melanin inside.

Plasma Magic Gel

Black Magic Treatment uses a proprietary formula created in Korea, known a The Photo Reborn Gel or Plasma Magic Gel. Unlike conventional IPL Gel, which has a clear color, the Plasma Magic Gel is black. Black Magic Treatment does not target pigments, but aims to rejuvenate the skin by tightening the pores and reducing sebum production.

Difference between IPL Gel and Plasma Magic Gel

Light Depth & Intensity

The light depths are the same for Black Magic and conventional IPL as it is the filter of the hand piece, which controls the depth. Typically, IPL comes with two filters, one for hair removal and the other for skin rejuvenation. Light depth depends on the wavelength of the filter. The wavelength for hair removal is 700nm – 950nm whereas for skin rejuvenation, the wavelength ranges from 560nm – 950nm.

The intensity of the light depends on the energy fluency during the treatment. As the Plasma Magic Gel is formulated to increase efficiency in light absorption, only 10J is required for the treatment. Half of what is required for conventional IPL treatments.

Black Magic FAQ:

How is Black Magic Gel Different from Conventional IPL Gel?

As mentioned, normal IPL treatment is using IPL gel helps prevent light from scattering during the treatment. During a normal IPL treatment, there may be some loss of energy during travelling of light when it’s penetrating into the skin. The formulated Plasma Magic Gel can greatly reduce the energy loss and better absorb the light for better results using less energy.

What makes Black Magic IPL Gel Effective and Unique?

Black Magic treatment works effectively diminishing the look of pores and reduces oiliness of skin. The concept is derived from Carbon Peel of Q-Switch Laser treatment, which normally can be only performed by doctors. Black Magic Treatment is of lower intensity but drawing from the same logical principals of the already well known treatment.

Why Haven’t Other People Done it?

IPL treatment has reached a mature stage in the market since entering the market many years ago. As a hub at the forefront of innovating technology, Korea has created a twist to a conventional treatment to differentiate and offer something unique to the market.

Are There any Risks Involved?

Clinical trials have proven that the Black Magic Treatment is safe when kept within certain energy levels. Patients taking steroids or any anti-coagulant drugs, or experience photosensitive, sun tanned within 30 days should avoid doing the treatment.

What are the Expected Aftereffects?

Sometimes, we may experience breakouts after the treatment. There are two explanations for that.

1. The skin may be too dry and the patient may experience itchiness post-treatment.

2. P-Acne bacteria in the skin have reacted with the light and heat and have been killed. The process of healing and detoxification may cause minor breakouts.

For both reasons above, it is recommended to apply more repair gel and hydration gel along with sunscreen post-treatment.

2011-05-10T01:24:00.002+08:00

I don't feel like sleeping tonight. I just felt like blogging on a space whereby, no much people reads. I felt like ranting to someone, but I don't know who because I just got to find out a truth about my best friend.

She didn't betray me, but I felt betrayed. She lied. She lied about who she is, who she was, so I'm here wondering really what time of person she is.

I met my ex boyfriend. Like how we used to chit chat about everything under the sky, everything above sky. So he suddenly asked me about my best friend. I know he wouldn't lie. He has never lied to me but he made a white lie today to make me feel better.

He told me something about my best friend. Something I've never expected and will never expect. I made him lie that whatever he told me wasn't true so I won't feel disappointed. But just before I left the car, he told me to stop living in my own world, thinking everyone is that type of person I imagined them to be.

It makes me start wondering have I been trusting word of mouth to much. Am I a little too naive? :( I feel so bad now.

PARTY WITH ME!

2011-05-05T17:16:00.003+08:00

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Missed our crazy dutch party in AZZURA??!!

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Setting the Club on fire will be none other than our Ultimate Duo, DJs Kit & TOK.... and NOT forgetting DJ Jose A!!

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Starting from scratch playing in roadshows and at local parties.
DJ KIT's Choices Of Music And Hits Is Set To Make You Grooving The Night Away. With his regular mixes on 987Club Hosted By Desiree Lai On Singapore's NO 1. Radio Station , 987fm (2010)

DJ KIT would be an appetizer to look out for.With His Flava of Music' setting ground between barriers of Different Music Genres .
Get Ready For Chunky Beats, Love Notes And Breaking Pitches

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p.s irrelevant msges not entertained.

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◙Venue : Zirca Singapore

◙Time : 9pm to 5am

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◙Ticket price: Pre-sales @ $26, Door-sales @ $30

◙Emcee:Dee Kosh(9.30pm-5am)

◙DJ Line Up:
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SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? LET'S HIT THE DANCEFLOOR!

2011-04-27T14:42:00.005+08:00

Have you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
He's only a friend, and nothing else--
That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.
You keep on saying he's just a bud,
But deep inside, you're falling in love.
You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,
But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,
But you pretend that you don't care.
It's "not right" for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend?
Keep lying that he's just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.
Your friendship can't be risked over this,
So being his girl is an impossible wish.

^^

2011-04-26T16:33:00.003+08:00

People are often unreasonable, irrational, and self-centered; forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives: Be kind anyway. What you spend years creating others could destroy overnight: Create anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, some may be jealous. Be happy anyway. The good you do today, will often be forgotten. Do good anyway. Give the best you have, and it may never be enough: Give your best anyway. In the final analysis, it is between you and God: it was never between you and them anyway.

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2011-04-25T17:35:00.003+08:00

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2011-04-14T19:45:00.002+08:00

Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun will never rise.

Living another day in disguise. These feeling can't be right,

lend me your courage to stand up and fight. Oh, tonight.

I walk the city lonely, memories that haunt are passing by.

Forgive me for my crimes, don't forget that I was so scared.

Fought so hard in the name of God.

2011-04-10T01:17:00.007+08:00

I hope someday you'll know the last thing I wanted to say to you was actually if I'm given a chance to choose, I want to be your guardian angel so no matter how far apart we're, you know there's at least someone, somewhere wishing and praying for your well-being.

And daisy stands for, Demi Allah I Sayang You :')

I don't even wna off my comp. If there's a choice, I wish I can leave it on forever. So our conversation won't be lost. I can still read it over and over again. At first, I merely liked your existence and I thought it just stayed as liking your existence. Until just now, we had our heart-to-heart conversation, I can't help but to cry. I may not be the one you want to walk with for the rest of your life, and I won't guarantee you'll be the one I'm walking with. I know you'll never get to read this, but I just wna say it out, at one moment, you were someone I wanted so much.

What's mine shall be mine, what's not shall never be. All the best for your future endeavors syng. I thank God for letting me meet you in my life, even though it's just a very short period of time but your appearance proves that there are still genuine people in this realistic world.

Baik baik sayang, ada aku untukmu <3

Peace

2011-04-07T04:17:00.000+08:00

Everyone is helping Dee Kosh to comment this video and end the comment with, "p.s Dee Kosh send his regards." Hahahaha, seriously, I think this guy should get a life!

A moment of foolishness

2011-04-01T16:26:00.003+08:00

I don't know why I suddenly feel like crying so much. The story goes like this.

Last year, on 11th March, I was official with this guy named Alep. He was the best I ever had. He understands me inside out but ya, due to some reasons, he had to leave me and serve his sentence inside. He made the ending so harsh and painful that I decided to move on. Well, I found a new mate which is Farmizie.

Recently I started writing letters to Alep. I've made it very clear inside the letter that I'm writing to him as a friend. You see, because I'm writing to him as a friend, that's why I was being open with him. I told him I've moved on, and I found Farmizie.

Today is April's Fool. His sister pm me at Facebook telling me that she visited Alep and Alep wants to tell me that he is asking me to write letter to him mainly because he's only treating me as a friend and he hope I can totally stop writing about Farmizie. I don't understand. At first his words sound more like jealousy to me, as second hand on the clock ticks, I'm starting to feel the heartache like as if he's making a harsh ending again.

I don't know why it still hurt so much. 8 months passed, memories of him still makes me cry. My heart still feels the pain. I thought it supposed to have been numb. Afterall he's gone for so long. Tomorrow I'm gonna laser off my wrist tattoo, which is his name. I wna cry because firstly, I don't understand how can I be so foolish to actually tattoo his name. Secondly, I wonder how did it end up like this.

When I was tattooing it, I thought forever existed. But I guess, I was wrong :(

When I was doing this, I thought forever existed. As the second hand on the clock ticks, I'm started to feel the heartache like as if he's making a harsh ending again. I wonder how did it end up like this. I guess I was wrong about you, wrong about love, wrong about forever. Fairytale doesn't exist and I'm taking it off.

You see

2011-03-31T23:36:00.002+08:00

I almost cried reading this. Time check: 11.37pm

I think I should be asleep. Goodnight everyone :')

Pyjamas Party!

2011-03-31T15:45:00.002+08:00

I can't wait for the next event.

Date: 24th April 2011

Time: To be confirmed

Venue: DOUBLE O!

Present to you by WYS :)

Oh, did I tell you guys. I feel so bad! Ytd I put aeroplane, again! Sorry Solomon! He smsed me when I was on the phone with Kit, and then I actually agreed to joined WYS. After putting down the phone, I read Solomon's msg, and I felt utterly bad. Smoove approached me before, with better offers yet I declined their invitation. Blah blah blah, whatever it is, thanks to Kit man!

I'm so gna ask him to wear Banana In Pyjamas!

I will not think about him.

2011-03-29T14:30:00.003+08:00

I will not think about him. I will not think about him. I will not think about him. I will not think about him. I will not think about him. I will not think about him. I will not think about him. I will not think about him. I will not think about him. I will not think about him. I will not think about him. I will not think about him. I will not think about him. I will not think about him. I will not think about him. I will not think about him. I will not think about him. I will not think about him. I will not think about him.I will not think about him. I will not think about him. I will not think about him. I will not think about him. I will not think about him. I will not think about him. I will not think about him. I will not think about him. I will not think about him. I will not think about him. I will not think about him. I will not think about him.

Shit, who am I kidding? :'(

You, yes ! YOU!

2011-03-28T14:55:00.001+08:00

{I loved you more than anyone else }

The worst feeling is when someone makes you feel special, then suddenly leaves you hanging and you have to act like you don’t care at all.

Zombie

2011-03-27T11:23:00.003+08:00

I wish :( has been awake for the passed 50 hours. I am so sleepy but I just can't get myself to sleep. Idk why. It's like, my brain seems to be filled with nonsensical stuffs and ponder, ponder, ponder, a few hours passed -.- and sleeping pill doesn't help!

Spent some quality chit chatting session with a whole group of bestie for one whole night and day at Kak Yana house. So much to fill each other with. Hope to have more of my weekends like this. Oh, no. If I have it more like this, I'll be sleeping my Sunday off and gna give a miss to my family day again!

Okay, till here today. I miss my cheeky boy!

HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

2011-03-25T17:42:00.003+08:00

Click here to help me like this photo. Me and Eira London just took part in the Best Friends' Photo Competition. If you can't seems to be able to like the photo, you might have to add the person first. Thank you everyone! ^^,

I'm back blogging!

2011-03-24T18:04:00.002+08:00

I don't know why but this song kinda remind me much of him.

Ever told him this if for him too but anywayyyyyy, I'm back blogging :)

p.s stay on, hold still, you know I'm gna rock the beat \m/

Okay, I'm currently working. Anyway, check out this website - Domino Counter. Cool shit. You can check your blog statistic, and where your traffic mostly comes from. I used to use Nuffnang to track but ya, coool. I hope I'm not the idiot who found this out only now -.- Tell me you're amazed too okay!

I've decided not to put any chatbox. As this blog will be much of a "me space". No others. If you have any questions, you can still ask me via formspring, left hand corner :) & you can still see what's happening on my twitter widget if I hasn't been blogging. How thoughtful of me to be so considerate to my stalkers ^^,

Still alive :/

2011-03-17T22:03:00.005+08:00

His best days will be some of my worst,

He finally met a man that's gonna put him first,

While I'm wide awake, he's no trouble sleeping,

'Coz when a heart breaks,

no it don't break even, even no.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you.

What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay.

I'm falling to pieces~

I'm not yet dead!

2011-02-24T21:22:00.004+08:00

How long have I not posted? Haha. Yes, this is my current life. Me, friends and club! What else more can I crave right? No boyfriend, nono. But hehehehe, of course do have someone I like. So how have my days been like?

Weekdays - Work, quarrel with him, home, tv, sleep.

Weekends - Off, quarrel with him, meet him, partaye, no sleep!

Sweet hor, I know right. But I'm really enjoying life. I wonder how many people is reading. Many must have longed screw the mindset that my blog is dead in their brain! Lol. Wna color my tattoo soon. Stay tune to stalk more of me! Shall blog when I have the time. And oh! See ya till my next post :D

2010-12-15T04:27:00.005+08:00

First lemme promote a lil.

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(Mixed Age PArty) 10PM-6AM
Venue : TAB ( Orchard Hotel )
$30 and get a free guestlist to 23rd's event @ St.James!! 2 tickets at the price of $30 only! So what are you waiting for?!
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DJs Spinning, DJ TOK,DJ Kit,DJ Devilz & MORE .
Get your tix from me now! Anna @ 81607136
(Irrevalent msges/calls will not be entertained.)

Okay, I'm back blogging. Cus' my comp is back alive! Haha, what shall I post leh? Anything that is recent about me alright. Here's a pic of my new back tattoo, done by Roy also :)

This is how I look like nowwww :D

Hmm, I shall blog more often okay readers? Tune in, luvs! Xoxo.

2010-10-30T16:38:00.004+08:00

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all this defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you. Then one stupid person, n different from any other stupid person, wanders into your life. You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It's eat you up and leaves you crying in the darkness. It hurts, not in the imagination or in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real-gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

Happy belated 1st monthsary baby

2010-10-24T04:31:00.002+08:00

{Birthday present from Roy!}

Gonna endure it for the time being till he's out. When was the last time I blogged?

Let's start from my birthday alright. No much people wished me via sms. Mostly face to face, phone calls and Facebook posts. Birthday presents? "Sheesha" session and got my Rose tattooed at Roy's place that night itself. Cool shit, mad happy. And then, belated celebration with Baby at Super 8 :D Yea, thanks Black for the Mac! Belated celebration with Ikiy, Dice, Amin, Deedee and 1 more I don't know who; "Sheesha" session again! Damn, the super cocked up night, tapi puas hati. No cake this year, but overall, it was a fulfilling one. So much smoke for my birthday. I suka :D Lost so so much weight, Baby's complaining -.-

Oh, got a super sad news just now. I cried so badly, I could barely control myself. But thanks Eira, Dice, Bear and Ein for coming all the way down and accompanied me. Yes, we swam. And think back, it's not a bad thing neither. He can be bailed, and afterall, he do not have to lead a wanted criminal life anymore. So 'm gonna wait for him patiently.

Baby, you've taught me; although it has been tough for us, but what mattered the most was, we still stayed together strongly. Promises are meant to be broken. So I just solemnly swear that, 'm gonna wait for you till you come out safely, no worries, we're gonna be as strong as we used to.

2010-10-17T04:58:00.007+08:00

You never once apologized
For deceiving me with all your lies
For making me cry myself to sleep
And for making promises you couldn't keep
You never said those precious words
For years now they've remained unheard
Is "I'm sorry" so hard to say,
Or will that take your pride away?

2010-10-02T23:55:00.002+08:00

Just met Wanyol, Man, Junior and Zakie. Wanyol and Man fetch me from Yio Chu Kang, then we headed to Junior's place to pick him and Zakie. Hahaha, early early alr made me laugh out loud. Zakie was rolling cigarette then Junior was like, "Oi! Kau buat apa sia dari tadi?!" Then he hit him, and the cigarette dropped, and Zakie face was like so gong gong. Lol. Lepak, and Junior started telling me this thing, which still bothers me abit, so whatever. Shall elaborate below, later. Then, play poker. Teach them how to play Guess can die sia. After that went Mac, then parkkkkk~I was burning the thing, *points up* & Wanyol like wna camwhore. So kaypoh. Whatever. They all like so legong lor. Wah piang eh. Zakie play guitar and sing alone. Man finding pillow to sleep. Junior admiring his own photo. Wanyol staring in daze. I alone bising bising at there suruh dorang main card game ngan aku pun kepala pening, give up.

Thattt very day I heard something from my bestie, Dice. Whatever he said made me shocked, but to me, it just came too late. He said, that day before Alep's court, Alep called me and say, "Jaga Anna kalau aku masuk. Takmo kasi dia matair ngan sesiapa. Suruh dia tunggu aku keluar." It's to late. I've moved on. I've found someone better than you. & he's been very good to me. There's no reason I should give up my current boyf, to go back with a jerk.

Today, Junior tiba-tiba say, jumpa Anna, nampak muka dia, aku rindu Alep sak. Then I gave the tak heran face. And he was like, you know anot when we inside remand, he told us how many girlfriend he have outside, but he only keep talking about you to us. I didn't believe. And Man came inside the conversation, ya la, he keep talking about you sia. Then there's was a moment of silence. I tak tahu macam mana nak jawab. Neither do I wna talk about it.

Kalau aku cakap aku tak rindu dia, aku rasa takda orang akan pecaya aku. But whatever it is, aku cuma cinta matair aku sekarang, Fhamizi. Aku tak bilang baby pasal aku tanak dia pikir bukan bukan. Aku tak akan tinggalkan baby, tak akan patah balik ngan Alep. Harap korang faham and give me your blessings. Aku tanak dengar korang degil, mati-mati nak Alep je jadi suami aku. Korang tak faham tau apa aku rasa bila aku maseh ngan dia. Korang pun tahu dia dah ada banyak pompuan, korang boleh bilang aku lagi, no matter how much he flirt outside, ingat je, dia tak akan tinggalkan kau. Abey? Pasal aku tahu dia tak akan tinggalkan aku, korang nak aku stay, tunggu dia mcm budak bodoh, tunggu dia keluar buat aku sakit hati lagi?

I'm sorry, I can't. This words are for everyone around me; save your breathe and saliva in asking me to patah balik ngan dia. Tak akan jadi nya. Harap korang paham asal aku pilih tinggalkan dia. I know you all rapat ngan dia, korang pun tahu dia betol-betol sayang aku. But please gimme a chance to move on with someone who loves and take care of me better than he does, gimme the freedom to be happy can?

Sentosa

2010-10-02T09:41:00.002+08:00

Days has been getting better for me. How are about you?

Love's like a roller-coaster, at least, I'm thankful it's turning out better. As usual, everyday with my ATT(s) :D Yesterday just went Sentosa with baby, his bro Black and 3 more I don't know who. Collecting stones, suntan, fool around with baby. Lol. He hen ke'ai wor. I fill his pants with sand, and his hair too. But he hor, wah piang eh. Put sand into my bikini top. Like so paiseh wna clear the sand in public. Then baby was like, "come bby, I help you take out the sand." & he put in more sand. Irritated aje ngan dia. Tapi tetap cute :D How I wish time could just stop at that moment. Baby! I very light hor! Not heavy hor! Accompany him to get his clothes, and then home sweet home. Sunburn sunburn! I got a sexy back with a big X across~ So itchy and hot. Nb.

I miss my baby lil fighter liao.

14 more days <3

2010-09-27T02:06:00.000+08:00

See my boyfriend, hen ke ai hor <3

Meeting him tomorrow. Hehehehehe, he's falling asleep on the phone now.

2010-09-07T04:19:00.002+08:00

How should I put my current life in words?

Well, ever since he went in, I've moved on. I came across many other guys, which frankly speaking, my heart just doesn't wanna accept or extend the relationship further. I'm done blogging. Lol, cool shit.

WHAT
A
LONG
POST
I
MADE
~

HAH.
I'm on the phone with Fyz now. Bye~

2010-08-22T16:30:00.001+08:00

I'm seriously angry with that idiot on top.

My boyfriend cum brother is missing.

Anyone sees him, please tell me :(

Love?

2010-08-14T19:22:00.003+08:00

If time can rewind, I'll choose the day I met you. Because that's when we can start all over again, and that's when I can learn to treasure you everyday. I can learn to treasure every moment with you. There's so many of your words and promises etched in my heart. I wish I can run away, but I'm not going to. Cus' I'm keeping my promise I made to you, which I guess, it does mean alot to you. How should I start telling you what am I feeling now? Hmm. First of all, I miss you, I miss us. Even though we always quarrel, and fight over small lil stuffs, deep inside me, y'kno you'll never be replaced. Baby, I keep my promise. I'll never leave you, and I'm not gonna leave you when you're out. I know recently we've been quarreling badly, so bad that sometimes you're afraid of calling me. My bad, I'm always throwing tantrums at you. But, I need you to understand me better. But have you ever even tried to? Maybe you did, just that I don't realises it. You said, we've come this far, and told me not to give up. But why are you giving up now? Giving up at this point of time just because YOU did a mistake, and you're gonna see me suffer. It's not fair, you're so mean. I tried smsing you alot of times, of how I feel. I really wna have a good talk with you. It's not working like this, neither is it working when I don't bother. Tell me, what should I do?

2010-08-08T17:20:00.001+08:00

Photography is a way of feeling, touching and loving. What you have caught on film is captured forever. It remembers little things, long after you have forgotten everything. & I would like to keep our pictures, before you long forgotten who I am.

2010-08-02T03:41:00.004+08:00

Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we do not know how to replenish it's source. It dies of blindness, errors, illness, wounds and betrayals. It dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing.

10 more hours to his court.

Love, hope everything will be fine. I don't know how should I put it in words. Sometimes, I find it so hard to tell you how I feel, maybe because I'm not good at expressing feelings to the people I love. Hope you really know (cus' you always say you know) how I feel and what I wna tell you. You've slowly became my everything. Nobody understand why, cus nobody knows what we went through. I know, and it's etched in my heart love. It doesn't really matter to me how others look at us, or how others wish to tear us apart so as long as we stay as one. So many things happened recently. The feeling of being pressured to leave, knowing that you still love me, but circumstances just don't lemme have you. Hmm. Sometimes I do wonder, why love hurts so much? The feeling of emptiness, the feeling or breaking down, the feeling of dying inside. If love really hurts so much, why God created it? Anw, I hope we'll be like what you say, forever :) I'll learn how to understand you better, treasure you more. No matter what the results gonna be tomorrow, I promise you nobody, nothing can tear us apart. Please believe my love. Hearts you the most. And, I would really love to thank you for everything you've done for me. I hope it's not too late for me to say, I really love you alot.

Crazy saturday night out.

2010-08-01T17:21:00.003+08:00

CRAZY SATURDAY NIGHT!

How long have this blog rot? Hmm, I'm back to give it life. Yesterday met Dice and Lorraine at Redhill mrt, then I headed to Plaza Sing to meet Luv and Aki first. Then, Dice, Lorraine and Eira came over and meet us. Blah blah blah. Then Siamboy and his clan came, my daddy pear came too. Blah blah blah. Zico and Bear came too. Blah blah blah. Taka Garden, got screened. Fuckin' lots of police la, 10? & Luv was drunk. Admit it, giler babi betol -.- Then went skate park. Slackkk till morning, home sweet home.

Kid just chatted with me. He asked, "Kau nie semalam curik chocolate kan?" Lol. He told me Zico told him. Yesterday when I was at the bus stop, a chinese guy, around my age, actually talked to me, offered me cigarette.

I wonder why people nowadays love talking to strangers -.-

2010-07-01T01:39:00.000+08:00

How should I put my days in words.
Baby's been great, luv him.
Family's been ..!.. Screw it.
Friends been ... Yeah.

Baby, this is for you.
I luv you honeyluv. You've been great. I luv your patience and tolerance for me. I'm so happy hearing your words the other day when you were out. You said you've learnt to treasured me more, and I feel it. You're my everything for now, nothing beats you. I know you care, I know you love me. Hah. Hugs and kisses for you.

2010-06-18T22:57:00.000+08:00

Boyfriend's at Malaysia. I don't know why, but I cried so badly last night. I miss him badly. Although only 1 day have passed, but it seems to be taking forever for him to come back. Baby. I miss you :( come back soon okay? We're gonna have our buffet together, we're gonna play command and conquer together. I miss you! How I wish tomorrow when I'm awake, 2 weeks would have passed.

2010-06-12T14:38:00.000+08:00

Days hasn't get any better. With the right peoples :D
Thursday! After work met baby at Toa Payoh. I knew he was going to be late, so I asked Adam to meet me first. So met up with Adam, Nifa and their 2 other friends. Adam is forever an ass. Lol. Ask me so many random lame questions. Then baby came. Went off with Zai and this chinese boy. We went Zai's house. Shiok or what, the parents over ay Batam. Then house become hotel. Kuaci and Lorraine came too. Soon, the guys went down to find their "scandals". Me and Lorraine went to spam their facebook walls. Blah blah blah. I watched my Autumn's Concerto and baby watch Crow Zero. Y'kno, guys always likes to watch those action movies, and girls are always love movies. Yeah, then sleeeeep. Baby disturbed me. We woke up and then, (y'kno I kno). Night time lepak. Accompanied Aki for dinner then home.

Wednesday! If I'm not wrong, I accompanied baby to do tattoo at Abg Bobo's house then toned with Ayam at Tiong Bahru Park.

2010-05-30T04:10:00.002+08:00

Friday.

Date with bby.
Watched Shrek.
Meet Kuaci and Lorraine.
Celebrate Kuaci birthday.
2 hotel rooms, drink.

Saturday.

Go people's wedding.
Watch Kude Kepang.
Town with ATT(s) + Bbyboy!
Currently at lan.

youmelovemeyou

2010-05-28T15:59:00.001+08:00

Have you ever force yourself to hold back your tears, convince yourself that you're numb to the pain, yet you're suffocating and dying inside?

Webcam with Abg Kuaci Keai last night.

Keeping those memories

2010-05-26T23:48:00.006+08:00

(showing off his "muscles")

(showing off his "angkong")

Anna Adelphia says:
eh dannnnnnnnnnnn! when you inside, i kena rembat sak!
dah hensem la -.- (cus he keep smiling at cam)
[c=7]♥™αнđĂи Boy2 ™♥[/c] says:
by who sia?
Anna Adelphia says:
ader uh. budak omega D: they say ahdan clever. then i say no, adan bodoh. then kena whack.
Anna Adelphia says:
hahahahahhaa. fake. boring uh.
[c=7]♥™αнđĂи Boy2 ™♥[/c] says:
why u kana whack?
Anna Adelphia says:
never la. bodoh.
[c=7]♥™αнđĂи Boy2 ™♥[/c] says:
nbcb (then he laugh like stupid at cam)

/Edited

2 things that make me happy. First of all, baby just called. He told me last night he prayed to God, if I ever betray him, let God make him dream of me in anyway. In the end, even though he was fuckin' tired, he just couldn't fall asleep. & that makes him believe I've never ever betrayed him and now he's afraid of losing me. Haha. Love you baby. Secondly, my dearest, closest abg dah keluar! Ahdan is out. Lovely. Shall meet him soon. Got so much to tell/complain to him! D:

Just now around 7pm, baby called me and ask me to meet him. So I went bathing, then siap siap, and met baby at Boon Lay control station. Went to bank in cheque together then went off to take train to Tiong Bahru. Baby oh baby. Tattoo lagi~ Accompany him to Abg Bobo house, then he do Keeping Those Memories on his neck. No comments -.- But thanks to me, that's why the volcom star looks nice, right baby? Haha. Then went off to take train home. Baby dropped at Jurong East, while I go Boon Lay. Going out with baby again tmrw. Happy me :D

Dota now, bye.

Sad

2010-05-26T00:08:00.004+08:00

/Edited

The two last match we won! Whoooo~

You know how gay my speed was? 550! Cool ttm.

Today's match damn jialat. Sian -.-

2 bad things happened.

Number 1.) My best friend got caught alrdy. Currently waiting for his court. I hope everything's gonna be fine, cus' I don't wanna lose a best friend whom I can rely on, everyday without fail. Best friend, ATT's waiting for your return.

Number 2.) Baby asked me smth just now which makes me unhappy. Hey baby, just wanna let you know that, no matter what, we're just gotta stay together, and we'll make it through thick and thin like we did when we just met yea. Love you always.

Back to Dota. This match might be the only winning match of the day -.-

Have A Little Faith

2010-05-25T14:33:00.002+08:00

"Now that child, reminds me of something our sages taught. When a baby comes into the world, its hands are clenched, right? Why? Because a baby, not knowing any better, wants to grab everything, to say, the whole world is mine. But when an old person dies, how does he do so? With his hands open. Why? Because he has learned the lesson - We can take nothing with us."

Dotaaaaaaaaaaa.

2010-05-25T03:05:00.001+08:00

Best dota game ever. Worth spending 60+ minutes.

Cool shit. I'm so proud of my Razor. It's moving speed will make you drool.

3am alrdy, goodnight :)

My dearest boy

2010-05-24T20:29:00.001+08:00

The smile on your face let's me know that you need me, there's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me. The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall, you say it best when you say nothing at all ♥

Proper update?

2010-05-24T00:43:00.003+08:00

Saturday;

Come, let's talk about the happening day I had yesterday.

Nora stayed over my place the previous night, and we woke up around 2pm. Had our lunches, headed to Katong to get my pay. After getting my pay, we went Geylang to buy some stuffs, then cab down town to have dinner at Mac. Called baby, and he came with Eira to meet us at Lucky Plaza. Then went over to meet Aan, Ikiy, Dice, Huda, Bear, Ein. Smoke, then me and baby cab down Bayshore to meet my family. BBQ. Chloe and Adelle's birthday. 11pm we cab down Cineleisure to find Kuaci, Lorraine, Nora, Ikiy, Aan and Dice. Then Wan was stuck at don't know where la, then he cab down to meet us too. Chill and slack outside Taka. Everyone soon fell asleep. Left me, Aan, Ikiy and Wan. Aan damn funny. He and his joke about, "Aku dah bilang kau kan dier Wan Tiger. Kau degil. Dier Wan Tiger." With his reactions, he repeated it 10 times, we laughed for 10 times.

Sunday;

Morning everyone went back home. I fell asleep in the MRT, so sleepy. One of the rare times I didn't sleep when ton. Lol. Reached home, washed off make up, didn't even bother to bathe, I was knocked out on the bed till 7.15pm? Baby was awake like 5pm? Mad. I slept like a pig, if nobody wakes me up for dinner, I guess I'll still be asleep. Woke up for dinner. Had 2 bowls of rice, ice cream and durian! Feel so bloated. Then baby went off to sleep. I continued looking for my blogskin. While browsing, I was munching twisties, bread, heating up the soup, and drinking tea. I've been eating non-stop. Tmd -.- Prfffft.

Yeah, everyday's great :)

Goodnight everybody, goodnight my dearest boy.

p.s I know you're always reading my blog, stalking ur bf's whereabout, well, it's too bad. Your trust for your bf is so little. What can I say? At most I'll stop blogging about him, so that you won't pick a fight with him about every lil stuff he does. Tkmo terase sangat eh babe.

Sweet him

2010-05-23T20:39:00.000+08:00

Sweet or what? *giggles*

Days has been soooooo busy for me.

Shall give a proper update some other time.

2010-05-10T13:37:00.007+08:00

I don't know what's with your sudden change. But I want you to know that no matter what, I'll never leave you. No matter what, I'll always love you. Because you're the one who never failed to be there for me when I needed you.

2010-05-10T13:09:00.001+08:00

My irritating brother bought me a ZA Concealer.

Cool or what.

Bought a bag for myself,

a water bottle for Charlotte,

and a Adidas perfume for baby.

Happy 2nd monthsary love <3

2010-05-03T18:19:00.001+08:00

Going out now.

Can't believe I got a hard time sleeping last night,

and woke up fuckin' early today,

just because I'm looking forward to today -.-

Happy me. Meeting boyfie now. Bye.

2010-05-02T13:46:00.003+08:00

Me + You.
My DungBaby! *insert-many-hearts*

How long have I not updated? Only remembered what happened this week.
Sunday; after spending time at granny's place, went down Lakeside to meet Dice, Dan, Yingpin, Lorraine and Eira. Waited for DungBby and Min. Then spend the night at Min's place. Till morning, blah blah blah. Abg Kuaci Keai came :D Bear came too. Then, blahblahblah, spend that night at Min's place again.

Tuesday; went back home with baby. Sleeeeeep throughout.
Wednesday; Stay home. Mummy's off.
Thursday; Ton at West Coast with Kuaci, Lorraine, Eira and of course, DungBby.
Friday; Kuaci's court. All of us went. Postponed. Went back West Coast. Ordered Pizza for lunch. Then me and DungBby meet Dice for movie at night. Watched Iron Man 2. Seriously, it's sucha boring show. I slept in the theatre. Ton again.
Saturday; went Dan's birthday at Skate Park. Drank and home sweet home.

Currently at Godma's house. -.- Miss DungBby.

2010-03-28T17:42:00.003+08:00

"The day I really fell in love with him, is the day I ask myself whether I'm prepared to go through all the heartaches and pain all alone. "

2010-03-28T16:03:00.002+08:00

Overdue pictures;

{Me, Eira and Aan @ Far East}

{Ikah, Eira and Me.}

{Baby was so extra looking at us camwhoring.}

{Me, Adam and Baby in the bus to East Coast.}

2010-03-28T01:35:00.004+08:00

{Baby urinating at playground}

{Zai, Adam, Baby, Me!}
{We weren't kissing. Sumpah!}
{Beo!}

I also don't know from where and when should I start updating.

Last last week, for around 10 days, I tonned at East Coast/Marine Parade/Tiong Bahru with Baby. First few days were with Baby, Hariz and Fai. Ton outside, then Fai goes home and Baby, Hariz and me will go back my house for food and sleep. Then after Mummy locks the door, we ton at Marine Parade then morning time we'll head back to Keai house. Then slack all the way with Baby, Fai, Keai, Wan, Radi and Yaya. First Saturday we went town! Celak bukak minum at one of the bar @ Esplanade. Baby was drunk, I wasn't. That night I ajak Ikiy and Azziy along. Blah blah blah. Went baby's house to bathe, change, eat. Blah blah blah. So many to say, nvm.

I'm back home anyway. Yesterday ton with Baby, Adam and his chinese/caucasian/malay friends at East Coast. Fuckin' shag. Sleep on water breaker. Cb. Then went home sleep. Woke up and meet Baby for dinner at his house there, then some quality time, and home :)

Shall update a story about this guy whom I met and fell in love :D

Goodnight all.

2010-03-24T23:16:00.001+08:00

Blog is rotting. Shall update soon :)

2010-03-09T00:11:00.000+08:00

School was okay today :)

After school, met Danny for lunch. He treated me! How nice right. Had Long John. Saw Jasper. Then headed to Beo and to Habourfront. Waited for Lin for HOURS. So I call Ikiy to come down and accompany me. Amazingly, he appeared in less than half an hours' time. How nice. Slackkkk. Then went Banquet to find Lin and two more guys. Accompany her to buy cigarettes, then she went off. Me and Ikiy chit chatted till Aan come. Miss Aan laa. After he work, we don't meet as often alrdy. Was so happy to see him and his wavy hair. Lol. Its curly. But he call it wavy. Whatever the shit is. Talk to him about some work stuffs. May be working with him at Resort World. Then the two shorties accompanied me wait for bus, home sweet home :)

Next monday I'm going for the Zirca's Romp 5. Don't ask me buy tix from you! I got like so many friends selling the tix, and I decided to get from Bobby since I broke the promise I made to him. So anyone going? Do drop me a msg. Or if you want any tix, get it from me. Tickets at 25 bucks :)

2010-03-07T17:59:00.002+08:00

Leave me your email for blogger at my tagboard. I'm inviting people to my private blog. I'm not updating here so often, so ya. :)

I promised a story.

2010-02-28T21:03:00.002+08:00

I met up with one of my love last few days.

He is one of a kind. A guy that I would say, he knows how to pamper me, love me and just care for me like his own. I sleepover at his place. (Don't think !@#$%^&) I watch Hai Pai Tian Xing from his iPhone. Then we chit chatted till morning. He told me about this special girl, his only love of his life. He told me how different she was from the other girls out there, what makes her so special and how they gotta know each other. They knew each other since secondary school. Both of them love each other, but they did not get together. I was kinda happy listening. Listening to a sweet love story. Many questions ran across my mind. Why is it that two person in love, can't be together? Why is love so sweet and hurting?

& I finally understand how it feels,

To the world, you might be one person.

But to one person, you might be the world.

2010-02-27T01:43:00.000+08:00

Allow me to revive my dead blog a lil.

This few days has been busy. Met up with my sweetie Benson. Forever sweet. Then crazy nights with my cliques. It's like back to the old days, whereby I spend everyday with my ATTs, watch takraw, complain about my sucky days to friends, lepak sampai malam. How cool can it be. Today just start work. Penat giler babi sak. But enjoyed working with new working friends, my beloved wifey Rabiah and Meimeiy. Met up with Baby too. Wanted to meet Ayah, but he not at home. So lepaked with Baby. Go back Beo and reminscence a lil. Days are just so lovely. But there's still someone missing. He should know. And I shan't elaborate, no point.

Missed a lot of people this few days. People like Adan, Wan Kecik, and Benson even though we just met like 4 days ago. People whom I've yet to catch up with, Kira, Darren, Xinyu and so many more! I miss my old friends so much. Everytime we wanna have some gathering, confirm ade apape cork up one. Cb. School; so far so good. Sometimes fun, and sometimes simply boring because I don't have a BFF at there. But of course, many made it great.

Life? Just great. I hope I'll always be happy. & I just realise saomething. I love the smile. Everyday, I've people I'm not very close with, but they bother to gimme a smile. Today I got a smile from working friends, and on the way back home, I got a smile from Miko. Weird, but it brighten up my day.

Comp currently spoilt. So, catch me on twitter yeah. <3

2010-02-20T09:35:00.002+08:00

He didn't explain why. We started off unknowingly, and he ended it without a single word. It's not fair. You're so mean. But I've yet to learn how to be mean to you. I'm not asking for much, I'm only asking you, do you think it's fair?

2010-02-10T23:40:00.002+08:00

"When I was high on it, I had the urge to run into the middle of a heavy traffic. This feeling sucks. This feeling brings me illusion, and this illusion cause me to see split images, and it makes me wonder how will I pass tomorrow."

I'll be back soon.

FUN DAY!

2010-02-08T17:39:00.003+08:00

I know, I've been so lazy.

Yesterday;

I forgot what I did the whole afternoon. But at night, met up with Teck Kian with his friends, John, Eugene, Xiao Bai. Slack~ Then Teck Kian accompany me wait for bus. Nice chit chatting right? (only at the bus stop).

Today;

School was FUN! I think I made Shawn cry. But anyway, had lunch with Ashton, Xavier and Victor at Vivo's Breeks Cafe. Got people spon cab fare, so I just hop onto the taxi. Lol. I know I very extra. Then Victor lost his wallet. BUT when we get back to school, I accompany him back to Synergy 3 to find his wallet, IN THE END, the wallet is in his bag -.- Xavier told me something scary. Last year for Econs, he wrote 7 pages of bullshit, and he get C6 only :/ gosh. Then went back school. Scarlet told me Shawn owe him $7. So when we were inside class, we were learning the difference between will and would. So I formed a sentence and say, Shawn, will you be returning Scarlet her money? Wa, his face totally change. I don't know if he cried, but he became very emo. Jephel scolded me a bastard. Lol. I'm stating a fact here what. He owe people money, then wanna act blur. If no money, then don't eat Mac la. I passed my Maths with a distinction, 90%! Jelyn says if I get a 90%, she's gonna treat me Sakae Sushi! Tomorrow I'm gonna show her my paper. Lol! Sakae Sushi, here I come!

Today I saw two sides of people, the pathetic and the passionate side.

p.s i miss you so much :(

Ghost.

2010-02-07T14:06:00.004+08:00

Q: Why I didn't update last night?

A: Something scary happened, and it's shaking my balls.

Went Beo to meet Ikiy and Dice.
Went home to change cus I thought going Bugis.
Went back Beo and meet up with them.
Ikiy, Dice, Dani, Baby, Azziy, Ahboi, Ayah.
Danny, Danial, Arshanti, Akon Junior.
Danny super the cute, I'm fallin in love with that boy.
Danny dyed his hair gold.
Last time I saw Ahboi was a year ago? Lol.
We had sex talk. (Very common.)
Ayah was the joker of the night.
"Aku nak gi clubbing minum Martell jadi mentel."
HAHAHHAHAHAH.
"Keleng keleng keleng."
Went home myself.
Cus Smoke ask to go down Toa Payoh to ton -.-
On the way home......

I saw a ghost!

I don't know how to explain the situation. But, I saw it! In a split second. She was wearing a bright red dress/top? & her hair was long, and I didn't cant see her face. My heart almost stopped. I wanted to run back home, but I was telling myself to calm down. It's a human -.- & I told mummy is I get to know that one is a human being, I confirm will scold the muthafcuker wearing red dress and don't comb her hair, and wait for lift at the middle of the night ..!..

happy lil anna

2010-02-05T20:20:00.002+08:00

School was super fun!

First two period of Accounts was !@#$%^& Was gonna fall asleep anytime. Thanks to Gordius, keep disturbing me, I didn't fall asleep. Lol. Then, Physics. Ms Yvonne's class can never be boring. I DID THE PHYSICS HOMEWORK WITH GORDIUS THE OTHER TIME! & I don't know put where, so needa go out and do. Only me and Scarlet. Went back in. Today I robbed Dylan's $10. After Physics is break time. Me and Ashton decided to go Queensway, so I msged Rail. But was rushing, so didn't notice. Me and and Ashton didn't even eat our mac, then go back for Econs alrdy. Today's Econ is the best! We built towers/building using different materials given. I gotta do it individually. So, I was giving cards and scissors. Then I joined Limei and Yilin, exchange resources. Lol. Then, my building stand 66cm tall! But others, which were in groups, built up to 3.1m. Saw Mr Lareina after class. She say I did quite well for my English essay :D & I got back my Chemistry test, I scold 39/44! First time passing my Chemistry! Now, I can't wait to get back my Maths' test. As long as I get 90%, JELYN GONNA TREAT ME SAKAE SUSHI! Haha, wait only. Confirm will have 90%.

Came back home, sleep until now.

Today is a happy, tiring and hungry day.

2010-02-03T19:49:00.003+08:00

Let's have a boring post again.

Sleepy day at school.
After school went lunch with Dania, Cecilia, Lele, Joseph, Marcus, Jelyn and Kathy.
Then went back school celebrate Tristan's birthday.
Cake smashed on the face. Serve him right.
Home, sleep.
Woke up, cooked Spaghetti for Mummy and Uncle Steven.
Wanna meet Vincent later. Celebrate his bday :D

Bye.

2010-02-02T20:18:00.002+08:00

Today was a fucking tiring day~

On the way home saw Billy, Eugene, Teck Kian and Jian Wei.
Slacked with them till 6.30pm?
Cb Billy keep throwing biscuits at me.
Then met Dice for dinner.
He had western food.
I had noodle.
Was discussing bull shits.
Then met with Ayam, Adeq.
They went off in less then 5mins time.
I went home
I'm fuckin' tired.
YOU suck.

p.s krg tkmo step mane nye besar uh. aku takut seh. sorry uh "gangster". takmo terase.

birthday day.

2010-02-01T23:13:00.003+08:00

Okay, his name is Tristan. My sister at school.

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY SIS!

This is my dearest brother for 4 years.

From his center parting hair, until his frizzy hair,

until his straight hair, until he become ahbeng! Lol.

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST BRO!

Jay Chou

2010-01-31T20:16:00.003+08:00

This mini vampire is super cute lor. Fuckin' cute. You wont regret clicking it and enlarge it.

p.s Dieter say Jay Chou lose him abit -.- (Joke of the year)

Warning: You can choose not to read the following.

Last few months, the newspaper stated that Jay Chou worth more than Jet Li and Jackie Chan. Everyone thinks that it's nonsensical. I admit that, it's a lil exaggerating. But it's a fact. Yes, Jackie Chan and Jet Li are like legends. Everyone learns about them. But it's a fact, stated, that Jay Chou does worth more :) Nobody can deny the fact that he ranks #1, and no one can deny the fact that he is really talented. An actor, a pianist, a musician, a song writer, a singer. If you think he's merely another rapper who doesn't know what is he rapping about, that's for you to find out. I don't mind explaining what every sentence means slowly, if you're interested. Because I can bet, you'll love his lyrics. He's exceptional. He don't sing about love only.

He sings about his maternal grandma, who needs love and care instead of money. The video is very touching whereby he celebrates his grandma's birthday, and the grandma reminiscence about last time, when her husband used to celebrate with her.
He sings about his dad, who beat up his mum. And afterall, he still calls him dad, and his mum still teaches him to be filial to his dad.
He sings about his mum. And asking every kid to listen to what their mum says because eventually when we grow up, we'll understand our mums' doings.
He sings about paparazzi. He sings about his path to showbiz. The way raps about the paparazzi, *thumbs up*. He labels the song as a song to protect the animals (the paparazzi).
He sings about people who are trying to imitate him, in another word, the copycats.

He is a very talented singer, but of course, thanks to his song writer, Fang Wen Shan. He can sing, he can dance, he can play piano (very well), he can act, he is a director himself for some of his movies, he writes very meaningful lyrics. Don't judge him by like looks. You just gotta wikepedia all about him, and learn about how his lyrics came about. You'll love him. Trust me.

Xiyuan's birthday D:

2010-01-31T01:01:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday Xiyuan bro!

Totally forgotten -.-

Rotted at home today. Can't believe it. I slept at around 12am last night, and I woke up at 3pm -.- Big time pig. I know. Just now went to meet Dieter under my block. Because of the stupid police. Nvm, don't wanna mention. CNB is gonna ambush my area, and I don't know where the fuck are all my friends. Into hiding kot. Nabey.

Kay, bye :)

Super tiring.~

2010-01-29T22:33:00.002+08:00

Very very very tiring~

Everytime I hang out with my own friends, I totally forgot what happen at school -.- After school, went home and whip up some food. Then met baby, pass him some food too. & he went to work. Then I called Dice, ask him wna lepak not. In the end, I cycle to meet him. He cycled, and I sit infront, all the way down the slope. Omfg. My life is on his hand, and he still can smoke and cycle. Go buy cigarette alrdy, then we cycle up Rumah Tinggi to find Yingpin. Thank god got a "macho" Dice, carry the bicycle all the way up the stairs. Lepak~ Then Danyel came. Lepak~ Then I wna go home. Cb Dice, ask me accompany him go Rumah Tinggi, in the end, he take bus from there, I cycle home alone. Can die siak. Idiot. Won't get tricked by him again.

My eyes grew a monster.

Long day with many friends.

2010-01-28T23:16:00.004+08:00

Nari lepak dgn bynk org. Let's not talk about school :)

Met Dice, Ikiy and Eira at Western food there. After eating, Eira wanna go back. Then Ayam came, so we went Henderson. Tk tahu la hal aper. I only know they abandon me at one side. Then got this guy, he indian, very black. He ask me what's my name, so I went, Anna, full name Anna The Cute Girl. Then Ikiy laughed. & that guy say, betol pe dier cute. He turn to me and say, from your face can see you cute. Then he say his name is Black, and I replied, I know, from your skin can see you black. Kurang ajar ekh. Hahahaha. Chubby pun ader. Dah lame seh tk nampak dier. After everything is settled, me, Ayam, Dice and Ikiy went back Lengkok Bahru. Seat around the takraw court, and Ayam bought us food. & Ayam went off to play takraw. Then Smoke and his friend came. All went over to Redhill to slack. Aan came too. Lepak lepak, we went 24/7 coffee shop to eat. Was telling them joke, and Aan was telling me bout TV shows. After eating, Smoke and his friend went off. Left me, Dice, Aan and Ikiy. We went playground slack. Less then 5mins time I went off alrdy.

Just finish bathing. & Vincent call me to come out and slack.

Crazy~ I'm gonna sleep soon. Byeeee~

sad.

2010-01-27T19:17:00.004+08:00

STEADY LIAO. TMRW KENA JUMPE DM~

School was okay today. First lesson Chemistry. Not bad. Miss Selena teaches in a way I can memorize everything. & I got 1 chocolate and 1 lollipop! Plus Raymond bribe me with his lollipop to stop me from pinching him. Lol. English was rather boring~ Then follow by Maths. Favourite :) After school headed to Cafe. Miss Yvonne bought all of us Pizza! Not because of the pizza I'm gonna praise her, but it's rather sweet of a teacher to treat the whole class pizza. & she is planning a Paint Ball outing. After school, went out to smoke with Lele, Tristan, Scarlet and Jephel[?]. Then Scarlet was questioning him about gangsterism. Lol. Then he was answering everyone's curiosity.

After school went home, and Mummy asked don't know who come massage for her. Bathed, then sleep~ Woke up and revise my notes on Econs and POA. Just had my dinner. Miss Yvonne called me just now. Tomorrow gotta see DM. Hope what Glenn said is correct, and hope Tristan's act-smart brain is right too!

you're no longer who i know. and you've change. i wonder whether you've changed, or i've changed. i asked you if you love me, instead of replying me the answer, you didn't. you asked me why i asked. baby, if you really love me, love me wholeheartily alright. if you wna fool around or your love for me had faded, please let me go. i miss you. i miss hugging you. i miss everything about you. i miss those times. those silly, sweet, romantic, idiotic times we spent together. 2 months only. yes, so short, yet it's etched inside my memory. i'm feeling down, where are you? you're busy with your work, i'm busy with my school. we've lesser time for each other, and i'm missing you badly. whether it's a minute or an hour, i want you by my side. remember how we fell in love? you can tell me everything bit by bit and that moment was replaying in my mind. i wish everything can happen again. whereby you'll try plucking flowers for me, buy me chicken wings in order to meet me again, and win me in a bet for a kiss in return. none of us ever thought that we'll be together. none of us knew that moment would make us fall in love. that kiss, that piggy back, that hug. the warm sweater, the endless bus rides, the always-take-wrong-bus, the forever-mac. i love you darling, i really love you. are you reading this? :(

rant it out.

2010-01-26T17:15:00.008+08:00

FUCK YOU GLENN. FUCK YOU MAN!

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.

IM GONNA RANT, YOU CAN CHOOSE NOT TO READ.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!

I'm feeling super sad now. I'm a freakin' 17 without a N' level cert. & currently I'm taking my O's. Today! I get caught smoking outside the school. I mean, the school rules say, we don't smoke INSIDE the school. & now they're telling me, HSA is out of the picture. Which means, the school is gonna punish me by expelling me. Urgh fuck man. I hope the school is outta the picture, and I seriously don't mind donating the $30 to Singapore government so as long as they don't expel me. Nabey la. Now still don't know what will be the outcome. Hope I really still get the chance to study. I declared that I'm a smoker before I entered the school, so yes, you may submit my name to HSA. But don't fuckin' expel me for goodness sake. I find great people there, and the nice environment. I don't wna waste my time, find another school, attend another orientation, start all over again. I know it's my fault. You can punish me in whatever ways you like, JUST DON'T FUCKIN' EXPEL ME! I don't wna mingle around like some teenagers out there.

I need a punching bag now.

I need to vent my anger now.

I need tissue papers to wipe my tears.

I need everyone to pray for me.

I need my O level certificate.

I don't wna fall back again. Please~

Can't believe I'm begging a school today.

School

2010-01-25T20:55:00.003+08:00

Stupid Glen. Miss Yvonne also not your aunty lor.

Go laa, tell her I threatened to kill you -.-

School was okay today. Met Raymond at bus stop, and go Chemistry class. Was okay, Ms Selena is the teacher. & the class is like #%$@!^ big. Nevermind. At least it wasn't that noisy. Then got 2hrs and 15mins lunch. Is super long lor~ Then idiotic Raymond keep wanting to go Queensway. In the end, we went Bukit Merah and eat Mac. Then chit chat about old school stuffs. Went back school for Maths. I told Raymond, eh, maths leh! Must go faster, later like that time no seats again! Then we went up, hahahahahhahaha. Only we two -.- Then he's like, CLASS GOT CAMERA LEH! THEN WE TWO INSIDE! Lame -.- We're waiting for teacher what, not as if we're _____ inside class. Then many people come in. Lesson start~ I kept disturbing Dylan. Cus he looking like Joseph! Then I thought Joseph is Dylan, Dylan is Joseph. Haha. Then I took his paper name tag, and change his name to Joseph. Then turn around and disturb Norman and Victor. Gave them empty sweet wrappers, used tissue papers, copying their answers. Cus Raymond stupid, everything also don't understand. Copy his answer confirm wrong ~

After school, went back home. & baby came up my place. He is super cute! Then we walk to Redhill market and buy cigarette. And had dinner together. Then accompany baby wait for bus. Suddenly, have the urge to go Pulau Ubin. Don't know why.

This saturday mahjong again, anybodyyyyyyyy? :D

2010-01-24T22:57:00.000+08:00

Billy is using the name I created like 3 years ago?

~~Jass~~ Just Billy :) Nice kan. I know!

I see him change, I see him change, I miss you people.

Lets make today's post plain and simple.

Woke up at 2pm+.
Sleep back again, woke up at 6pm.
Met Dice, Eira and Bear @ takraw court.
Headed to Beo.
Got many people.
Dani, Wandy, Baby, Kecik, Talib, Jody, Lorraine.
Headed home around 10pm?
Currently chatting with the siaodingdong Billy.
He say I go cut his hair until got bald patches. Anyhow~

Okay, time to eat.

I miss my boy alot. Tomorrow kay baby :D

It's a state of bliss I think I'm dreaming

2010-01-24T00:32:00.005+08:00

Trick: When you want something, call the guy next to you daddy.

Today is a well spent saturday. Had mahjong session with Stephanie, Melvin and Eugene. Then went Anchor Point to have dinner. & Billy came and Melvin went off. Then went back mahjong again. Just reached home. Tired~ I got a Starbuck coffee and sweets all thanks to Billy daddy. Then walked home with Billy and Eugene. Photos up soooooon. It's with Eugene. Tag me kay pig!

I'm getting upset. I don't know whether your love has change for me, or am I just being paranoid. I hope I'm just being paranoid. I love you, and I've never thought I would find someone that can love me so much as I love him. I hate this feeling. It's driving me insane. I trust you, and I've been telling myself, and others, that you'll never betray me. I hope it's a fact, and not a lie I've been telling myself. Cus, as day pass, I'm afraid of losing you. & I don't wna cross the boundaries of our own private life like the rights to make friends, the right to have a girl friend or boy friend. Nvm, I'm just being paranoid.

60 THINGS A GAL/LADY/WOMAN WANTS BUT WONT ASK FOR!!

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts
5. Kiss her slowly.
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her everywhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.
16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car (if any)- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything - ONLY if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know
26. DON'T lie to her
27. DON'T cheat on her!
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants
29. Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.
31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK: (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her.
36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle.
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible
41. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.
46. Rub her back--feels good
47. Give her your coat if she's cold--thats always cute
48. Write letters on her back with your finger--feels good ;D
49. Let her sit on your lap
50. DON'T poke her hard...but if you want to mess around just do it lightly.
51. HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC.
52. Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she's BEAUTIFUL
53. Keep conversations flowing...talk about anything usually they just go along with it.
54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her passionatley and gently.
55. Surprisingly sneek up on her and hug her from behind--loves it.
56. Kiss her in the rain.
57. Pick her up like in The Notebook and kiss her.
58. Slow dance with no music
59. Don't ignore her or be nerveous around her--everything is going to be okay.
60. Love her, kiss her, hold her, and you'll be good to go. ;D

CCCCCCCCCCCCCBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB~

2010-01-23T00:03:00.003+08:00

Omfg, you really gotta watch that video.

It's posted on my Facebook wall titled someone kill this bitch pls.

You must watch it. It's gross, but it makes me realise,

sucha cold blooded _____ (I dont know what to call her, dog is a word too nice) exist!

Had breakfast with baby today. Anw, baby wanted to send me to school. But when we're shopping for snacks, it suddenly rain very heavily. Si monyet tu uh, don't need bring umbrella~ Lucky just nice saw Uncle Steven. He send baby to MRT, then send me to school. School was not that bad. Although it was a sleepy day, and CB Raymond skipped Econs. After school went home straight. Tido je Anna~ Very sleepy seh. I fell asleep around 5pm? & baby called me at 6pm ask me nak ikot dier gi jamming tak. Mampos uh kalau I ikot. Confirm faint. Woke up at 9pm. & met baby downstairs my house at 10pm+. Nampak Dice and two others. They working for my dad~

Bye! I'm not sleepy now. Sh!t. Guess I'm gonna make conference prank!

Uncle Peter

2010-01-21T16:50:00.002+08:00

I've never ever felt like this. He's the best. I called my tuition teacher and thank him for teaching me, and I told him I'm not having tuition anymore because he's not teaching POA and Econs. It's like, everytime the teacher say there is only 3 passes in class for maths, I'm very confident that I'm one of them. I won't panicked like the others, oh shit, did I fail? Confirm I'm not one of the three. I didn't. & indeed my maths improved alot. I get top in classes, I get the As, I get the full marks. He really gave me hope and confidence. I took 3 maths in private school for O's because I had a great teacher, and it really sadden me when I know he don't teach POA and Econs. It feels as if, a 100kg rock suddenly falls on my shoulder, and I need to carry them for 7 months. He teaches in his fun way, in hokkien, he sings, he gave us tidbits. He makes me love maths, he make me realise that maths ain't scary. Deep in my heart, I'm really thankful he taught me for the pass 3 years, make me fall in love with goddamn formulas and those irritating algebra. Thank you Uncle Peter. I really hope, he can teach me again in future if there's a need to :(

Today school ended fast. 9.15am start, 11.45am finish. Had English and Maths lesson. Tomorrow gonna end at 4.30pm! Long day, but I'm having Econs for the first time, I am looking forward :) After school met Dice and lepak~ Chit chat. Then Ayam came, I went off. Cus' wna come home and sleep. Goodnight. I'm feeling very bad not. Feel like ranting to someone.

I'm proud to say I'm from City College

2010-01-20T16:46:00.002+08:00

My school is totally F! Not fuck, not fuck :) It's fantastic! You can ignore my previous post. Lets talk about yesterday's orientation.

Orientation Day Two!

We played the game, p.s i wanna be sherlock holmes. In short, it's a game of us, being the police, to solve a case of murder. Then the teachers acted as the neighbors/friend/gf/colleague of deceased, then they are everywhere. Can be found at different places outside school. So we gotta find them, and interrogate them and solve the case. Well, we didn't win. Group 2 win instead. Then after the game, we had this fear factor. It's not the show fear factor, but it's a overcoming fear thingy. Then, we walked on the glass, and break the woods. Cool~ After school, met baby :) Then meet up with Rail to lepak. Then got one friend, and Babe came too. At last, Wadah came. We played poker cards. Fun. Laughed like hell. The worst part was, they cheated me! & idiotic baby laughed at me loudly! Then 10+ baby send me to mrt. Reach Redhill mrt, saw Deedee. Then walk home, at pondok there, saw huge huge group of people. Yeah, the usual familiar faces.

Orientation Day Three!

We gathered at school, and headed to Ngee Ann Poly. I thought it were going to be boring, instead, it turn out very fun. Especially with new friends. We attended Dialog In The Dark. It's fucking fun I tell you. It's a maze, whereby you're in total darkness, & you've gotta hear and feel. It's sort of, experiencing what the blinds are going thru. Then inside, I was pulling Tristan's shirt. Holding Dania's hand. & screaming when someone accidentally poked me. We took a boat ride in the dark to a cafe, and bought drinks in the cafe, and drink in the dark! We went to the market, and try touching, smelling and guessing the fruits and vegetable. Cb Raymond go put the cabbage on my mouth. Then I rub pepper on his face. Hahaha. When having lunch, me, Dania and Tristan wanted to go and smoke. Then Tristan bastard me, go tell Sim Mong Mong I wna go smoke. Then Sim Mong Mong say wna follow us go toilet, and he said, "please laa, this is not our school. we don't pee in others' campus." He was tryna say, we don't smoke in others' campus. So before going back school, Sim Mong Mong ask, we got 5mins left, who wna go pee? Then I was like, pee? Real pee or? Then he said, yes, "pee" outside the school. Then almost everyone went out of the school to smoke. Lol! Went back to school, had this prize presentation for overall winning groups, and everyone gets a photo of their own group photo. & we collect our time tables, I'm mad happy with my time table. Tomorrow finish at 11.45pm. Next week, Mr Kenny not in school, so no econs lesson. He's going Switzerland, and he promised us some chocolate :)

Mad happy with my new school. Yay!

Edited

2010-01-17T19:50:00.003+08:00

I'm home. Had a good day with boyfie. Yeah. Waited for him, then he came down with his mom. So me, baby and his mom went Giant to buy some groceries. Baby ingat ekh! Don't want help me carry bag >:( Then baby went home and bathe. & I sent him to work.

Miracle! Baby offered to have breakfast with me (after a night shift), and send me to school tomorrow morning. Yeah. School is starting tomorrow. City College called me just now and told me to avoid wearing dress/skirt tomorrow cus during the orientation, there will be games -.- lame.

Bye. I don't like / like my new skin :/

Yay, bored~

2010-01-17T16:58:00.003+08:00

New blogskin. :)

Currently waiting for baby under his block. Yeah, if you read my twitter, I'm still waiting!! Went Bugis for breakfast with baby just now. Jamming cancelled. Then then, wanted to catch a movie, but in the end didn't. Shop around. Decided to play dotaaaaa! So we went dota and command conquer. Hehe. Do you know how Holy Shit sounds like? Kay. Shall blog later. Lappy low batt alrdy.

2010-01-16T23:48:00.001+08:00

Haha. Enlarge it and laugh out loud.

Caught in bad romance~

2010-01-16T00:43:00.003+08:00

Caught in bad romance~

Everywhere we go, we hear this song. So I told baby it's because he's a bad boyfriend. & Lady Gaga is reminding him I'm caught in a bad romance. Today is a laughing day. I laughed more than I go toilet, more than I smoke. Hahahaha. Me and baby went Cine Leisure and find his Onitsuka Tiger. Then shop shop around. He kept asking me, what I want. Yet I can't choose whatever I want -.- Then we went Heren to eat. Ate at mac. Shop around. & I kept telling him the things in Penin is cheaper and nicer. So we headed down to Penin. He bought a sling bag and his guitar strings. I wanted to get a bag BUT there's no new stock, so it's like dirty~ So didn't buy.

Then we walk into Sex City. Haha. I ask him in, cus I wna see if I get chased out. Indeed, I DIDNT GET CHASE OUT! Both shop also didn't get chase out. Mwahaha. I looook old~ Oh! Inside the bus. We sat in the express bus. (YAY, Viva La Vida is currently on MTV!) Continue. Then baby say, seat in high class bus must be formal. So he spoke and acted formally. Example, I put my leg on his, and he said, "Honey, can you please put your leg down." (in a formal tone). Lol! Then when he wna laugh, he didn't laugh out loud. He covered his mouth and giggled. Lol!

Then he bullshitting bout when he's in Cambridge University blah blah blah. Then I kept laughing. I laughed throughout the bus ride. & he say monday wna bring me go a bridge. Very nice bridge -.- Woodbridge. Lol! After shopping, he sent me home. Saw Adeq in the lift! Then baby say whatever I do to him, he gonna do back twice. So, I.. Squeeze his BREAST and I dared him to squeeze mine back. Haha. He didn't. Scared right bby. I purposely do the Superman pose with my chest up, and he gave me that gerammmmmm face!

Gooood day. Baby ajak me go jamming this sunday. Should I go? It's deafening sound will make me go deaf~ Hais. Once bitten, twice shy. Kay, school is starting next monday. So looking forward? So not looking forward? I don't wna rot at home, neither do I want to stress myself for O's. Aiyoooo~ Anna oh Anna. Byeee! I'm gonna spam twitter now.

OH! Today I chatted with Suffian and Atok on msn. Then I was like, "you wna kenal2 with girl?" Then both said yes. So I added both inside msn. Atok dah tahu laa Suffian is a guy. Then he say, "actually, do you wna know my real details?" Haha. Then Suffian was like, "I knew it!" Hahahaha. Lucky never get scoldings. Lol! Then Atok quickly go offline. Buto! Laki tak boleh buat kawan pe?

2010-01-15T00:26:00.002+08:00

Don't cross the limits kay girl. Everyone has limits. & you're fucking crossing the friendship line. I don't know what are you fucking thinking. But for goodness sake, he's attached. You know me, and you know he's my guy. You should fucking know better than me the sensitivity of a girl. YOU KNOW. Cus your fucking guy lied to you before :) So don't try crossing the line.

Syakir and Suffian is asking me to confront her.

What can I say? Don't judge my kindness as my weakness. *wink*

2nd month

2010-01-13T22:31:00.003+08:00

Happy 2nd monthsary beybeh!

Met baby, and had lunch together. I ate beef steak, while he ate chicken cutlet. Haha. Baby's chicken cutlet got mayonnaise which will make him puke but he didn't. Gave baby the present and card, and he bought me a box of Cadbury chocolate :D Kay, 3rd month! Ringy ringring coming! Then was planning where to go. Baby wants to challenge me dota again, aiyoooooo~ But didn't. We went to a.. very romantic place! Had a great day.

Yeah. I rebonded my hair. I bought baby something. The hint was, usable but not useful. It's a cup, a very very very very small cup. Hahaha. Kay. Goooooodnight :)

2010-01-12T14:54:00.002+08:00

Things that happened today,

Went to meet mama at TTS Hospital.
She told everyone I'm her anak angkat.
Everyone calls me cinonet -.-
Went Tiong Bahru Plaza to remake my ATM Card.
Changed my bank book.
Godma transferred 100 bucks for me :D

Things that I'm gonna do today,

Help mummy with the housework.
Finish watching my DVDs.
Do the bling bling for my phone.

Bye.

quality time.

2010-01-11T13:52:00.002+08:00

Yes, I've promised Twitter I'll blog.

Saturday.

Went off to meet baby at what-time-I-forgot. We went Ikea to buy Hotdogs and don't know what Sweden sweet. After that, walked around Ikea. I sat on this sofa, and then there was this toddler standing around and baby was like telling the child I was crazy. And the child's mom standing behind laughed -.- After walking around, we went off. Sat at the park near my house and chit chatted. That's what I call, quality time. Went off to watch Momo Love. :D

Yesterday, Sunday.

Met baby at Bugis. Then came 3 of his friends. Accompany him go jamming. He looks like rockstar. My super rockstar :D But my ear was gonna burst. So went down to smoke and chat with Ikiy on the phone. Gossip about lots of things. After jamming, went banquet to eat. Then baby's friends went off. Baby followed me home to change and get lighter. Lol. Then headed to Henderson Wave. So tiring. Fucking tired. Walked uphill, downhill -.- Untill 9.45pm, we left the place. Quality time spent <3

Wednesday going Pulau Ubin with baby. So looking forward. Kay bye.

2010-01-08T13:51:00.001+08:00

Okay, watch it. You must watch it. After watching it,

can someone pass me a gun?

2010-01-07T20:04:00.003+08:00

I downloaded Mozilla Firefox and upgraded my Internet Explorer. But I still love my Google Chrome. My Chrome baby allows me to apply my pinky pink theme :) Quick short update;

Woke up at 3pm today :/
Me and Rooke had fun organising class gathering.
Can't wait to see my primary school mates!
Can't wait for school to start.
I wna work, and buy my own lappy, iPod and LG Choco.
I wna rebond my hair. Soon.
My tagboard is rather dead.

Okay. I'm done.

i love you day :)

2010-01-06T23:46:00.002+08:00

Met baby just now at Pioneer. Saw a crazy guy while waiting for baby. Then after baby arrived, went off to BBDC. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Wait for him 1hr 45mins seh. Then yeayeayea, he lent me his iPod. But less than 1hr, battery flat alrdy -.- Talked on the phone with Stephanie. Told her 2 jokes, and she laughed like the crazy person I saw earlier on. Then baby come out alrdy, wanted to eat at Ananas, but it's closed. So we went 7-11 to grab some instant noodle and big gulp. Find a place to eat. While eating, chatted with baby. Asking him about his family like it's the first time I know him. After eating, baby sent me home :)

He's started noticing the littlest thing I did for him,

which is why, for the first time,

he took the initiative to carry my book.

new year resolution

2010-01-06T02:39:00.002+08:00

2 cups of coffee kept me awake. Now now!

New year resolution! I'm listening to Numb Encore.

Okay before I start my resolution, I'm fucking pissed off.

The whole world must know. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?!

Why Empire State Of Mind came in first in MTV Top 10!

It's totally rubbish. I thought Iyaz ft. Sean Kingston's Replay would rank #1!

WHY?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

New Year Resolution.

1. Pass my O's this year.

2. Try not to breach my probation.

3. Case to close fast fast fast.

4. Quit smoking!

5. Stop being that rebellious.

Full stop. If I can fulfil all the 5s, I'm over the moon alrdy.

Bye.

2010-01-05T22:11:00.002+08:00

Currently: Watching Disaster Date and drinking coffee.

Had a worthy 2 hours spent just now waiting for baby because,

you're someone whom I can entrust my the other half lifespan to.

I'm so gonnnnna hear it again from him.

Met Aan, Ikiy just now. Well, Aan was hyper.

Check this out.

Aan: What is this? *holding a plastic with the word Calbee.*
Me: Plastic *giving the -.- face*
Aan: This is Calbee. What is this?
Me: Plastic!
Aan: Tell you again, this is Calbeeeee. What is this?
Me: Haha. Plastic!!
Aan: *bang the table and scream* THIS IS CALBEEEEEEE!!
Me: -.-
*goes on for 7 fucking times.*
Aan: What is this?
Me: Calbee.
Aan: *very agitated* THIS IS A FUCKING PLASTIC!!!!!

& it goes on and on. Were chatting about primary school times and what country would we choose if we had a chance to choose where we wna migrate. Yeah. So, thats it. Finally I get to meet my 3 lovelys and my darlingbabyboyfie' <3

2010-01-04T14:34:00.002+08:00

Come Anna, lets blog smth.

Anna Moon is off to meet my babygirl Eirah Star <3

Hahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahah.

Kay, bye.

Just came back from meetin Eirah, Dee, and three others guys. I think I'm down with flu. I don't wna have cough! Flu maseh tkpe. Currently irritating Freddy. Oh! Just now went to eat with Eirah and Dee. had 3 bowls of noodle, then the aunty forgot to collect money. So, lol. Sedap! Free pe. Kay, bye. I wna pee alrdy.

Meeting baby tomorrow. *insert hearts*

2010-01-03T23:36:00.000+08:00

WHO HAS A SPARE PHONE!

LEND ME, PLEASE :'(

Day out with baby, mummy :)

2010-01-03T20:48:00.002+08:00

Met baby under his block today. Lepak awhile, then went off to Bukit Batok Driving Centre. While waiting for him to finish his theory, I finished reading more than half of my Tenth Circle. Very good book, won't get bored reading. After that accompany baby go hospital for body check up. Then then, we headed to Ikea to look for Mummy. Sat down, ate hot dog together. Mummy's mad. She bought Mintzxluv a baby's top from Cotton On. Lol. Mintzxluv fit in just nice. Then waited for Uncle Steven to come and fetch us. Sent baby to MRT, we went Redhill Market to eat :)

Nice day. Can't wait for my school to reopen on the 18th!

Wheeeee! Can't wait to buy new bags, can't wait to win $200 cash!

Anna is the name.

♥

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